|The first swim|
I really enjoy these days off and no doubt in my mind I need them.
Today was the 5th. time I was at the psychologist and I got overwhelmed today - I cried and cried and is trying to get the puzzle to fit. My psych telIs me the puzzle is very hard to fix and right now I mix up everything instead of keeping focus on what I allready know and keep things separate.
I dislike feeling this way and I know it takes time and a long healing process to get through all of it. The right thing will happen when time is right.
The best thing today was I took my bike and riding home cleared my head a bit - love the feeling of my body working and the wind in my hair :)
Home again I gave my Black Russian tomatos water as I earlier replanted them into a larger tin bucket.
|My chocolate mint|
" i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear;and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)"
- by EE Cummings